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broken

I am a thousand sparkling shards sharp, bloody, razor blades of glass and I will cut you to ribbons if you try to concern yourself with me. The only one who could put the pieces back together again is dead.

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Torture

Every day without you is torture. Not bamboo under the fingernails, not water dripping, other than tears. Just the slow, day by day pain of being without you. This is torture. This is hell. I’ll tell you anything you want … Continue reading

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Goodnight

Every night I pray not to wake up And every morning I think Damn. Someday I’ll wake up in your arms again. Til then, I live in hope, I live in hell. Goodnight, my darling. I loved you then I … Continue reading

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Missing you

I just miss you, to the center of these hollow bones, this hollow heart. I walk the empty hallways of my life and fall to my knees I wail to the stars, to whoever might listen, to you, that I … Continue reading

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Grief

You tell me your grief is profound for the planet, for the election, for life on earth. I tell you that you don’t know what grief is. Come walk with my bleeding feet, come live my empty life, come have … Continue reading

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anniversary

Today. 15 years since you asked me to marry you. 15 years since I said yes. And today, all I can think of is that you’re out there somewhere without me And I need to be with you. I can’t … Continue reading

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Angry

I can be so very angry. Sure, tell me about how hard your life is, how your knees hurt, how you’re a hoarder with too much stuff, how tired you are, how the universe is out to get you, how … Continue reading

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