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Anniversary

Another anniversarywithoutyou.Thismakestwo.And Iam sucha brokenthingwithoutyou.Canwehavethe next onetogether?Death holdsno terrorfor me,aslongasyouholdmy hand.

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The Edge

I walkon the edgeofdarkness.I liveon the edgeofdarkness.I existintears.I drownintears.Without youIamlost.Without youIamadriftinanoceanof mytears.Without youIamon the edgeofdarkness.

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Music

 I usedtosingmyvoice soaredinduetwithhis.He met mesinging.Butwithhimgone,IfindthatIammute,forthe musichastrulydied.

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Sadness

Sadnessisnotfleeting.Itisnota bird,visitingfor awhileandthengone.Sadnessis me,it istheholethatIinhabit.It isinmybones.Everycellis madeofsadness.Everycellhasyournameetchedonit.

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Paralyzed

every day I get up, have coffee, shower and prepare for the day but some days I cannot make it past the door the tears flow the breath stops and I cant there are so many things I want to … Continue reading

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Thanksgiving

There is no thanks to be giving today. I am thankful that I had him. It doesn’t make up for him being gone. Nothing does. I want to rage and scream and cry at the heavens for taking him. I … Continue reading

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Broken II

I am broken, a crippled, limping creature that cannot mend. Blood flows through my fingers, and all I wish is that it be a mortal wound. All I want for Christmas is to be dead. All I want is my … Continue reading

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