Category Archives: longing

Missing

I miss you. It is as fresh todaythe tearsas many as it ever was.And no matterhow manypeopleare inthe world,I ameveralonewithoutyou.

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Imissyou.Istillfeelthe touchof yourhand,your kissupon mycheek,yourbreathsoft and warminmy hair,the smell of youwarmin themorning,AndIamsimplyapuddleoftearswithoutyou.

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One

Onesecond.Oneminute.Onehour.Oneday.Oneweek.Onemonth.Oneyear.Onehorriblegutwrenchingyearwithoutyou.It’snotbetter,andIdon’twantanother.Ineedyou.Ineedyoursweetkissyourarmsaroundme.Ineedyou.

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Now

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The Edge

I walkon the edgeofdarkness.I liveon the edgeofdarkness.I existintears.I drownintears.Without youIamlost.Without youIamadriftinanoceanof mytears.Without youIamon the edgeofdarkness.

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I fall

Everyday,I falltomy kneestothefloor,prayingtodieprayingto bewithyouweeping,awash inmytears. I cannotdo thiscannotlivewithoutyouthis isnotlivingthisisfallinganditwon’tstop untilIfallintoyourarms.

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Exhaustion

I amsotiredof all thiswell-meaningignorancethis arrogantassumptionthat they know betterthanIaboutmy grief.All I needistocomfort others.All I needistomove on.Buttruly,all I needisSteve.

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