Category Archives: grief

Work

The universe gets in the way, you know? Some days, it’s all I can do to put one foot in front of the other. But the world doesn’t stop turning just because my darling’s dead. It should, but it doesn’t. … Continue reading

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Missing

I miss you. It is as fresh todaythe tearsas many as it ever was.And no matterhow manypeopleare inthe world,I ameveralonewithoutyou.

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Ask Me

Thisis foreveryonewhoasks mehow i amam i moving onyetamihappy?No.Thoughyoushould knowthat the griefhaschanged.Itissharperdeepermorepainful.itmakesmecatchmy breathandfallto my kneesintearsit’salwaystears.itisnotbetter.itwill neverbebetter,ipushonbecauseihavetobecauseheexpectsmetobutitnotbetter.itisalwaysyesterdayitisalwaystodayitisalwaysnow.soif youlovemeaskinsteadifi needahug.The answerisalwaysyes.Ask me.

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Imissyou.Istillfeelthe touchof yourhand,your kissupon mycheek,yourbreathsoft and warminmy hair,the smell of youwarmin themorning,AndIamsimplyapuddleoftearswithoutyou.

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One

Onesecond.Oneminute.Onehour.Oneday.Oneweek.Onemonth.Oneyear.Onehorriblegutwrenchingyearwithoutyou.It’snotbetter,andIdon’twantanother.Ineedyou.Ineedyoursweetkissyourarmsaroundme.Ineedyou.

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Now

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The Edge

I walkon the edgeofdarkness.I liveon the edgeofdarkness.I existintears.I drownintears.Without youIamlost.Without youIamadriftinanoceanof mytears.Without youIamon the edgeofdarkness.

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