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Category Archives: Death
Midnight miss yous
In the still of the night, when all the world holds its breath for a moment, between the flights of stars, of angels, I miss you, my love.
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Rain
The rain is a curtain of silver in the streetlights A hush of rain sheeting all the road And all through it makes the sound of hush In that hush I hear the beating of my heart and the silence … Continue reading
Moments
/ How can it be two years? It was only a moment ago I kissed that sweet sleepy face only a moment when we kissed and I’d be right back only a moment since we said I love you so … Continue reading
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I do not wear my grief like some worn oversized coat to be teken off when it becomes burdensome. I simply am grief. It is the very marrow of my bones. When I look at my hand my face in … Continue reading
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Waiting For You (Nick Cave)
“Your soul is my anchor I never asked to be freed Well, sleep now, sleep now Take as long as you need Cause I’m just waiting for you Waiting for you To return” I’ll wait as long as I have … Continue reading
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Grief, continued
They saythatgriefis justlovewithnowhereto go.Butthat’snottrue.Everyday,hour,minute,I sendmy grief,my loveout to the starsandbeyond,hopingbeyondhopethat whereveryoursoulwaits,thatit hears,that you do,and thatyou knowhow muchyou areloved.How muchyou aremissed.How muchI wantto bewith you.
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Work
The universe gets in the way, you know? Some days, it’s all I can do to put one foot in front of the other. But the world doesn’t stop turning just because my darling’s dead. It should, but it doesn’t. … Continue reading
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Genesis
I am nogentlecreature.Thathas allbeenburntaway.I amtheblackandfathomless heartof a dying star,ablack hole full of the screamsof damnedsouls.
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Ask Me
Thisis foreveryonewhoasks mehow i amam i moving onyetamihappy?No.Thoughyoushould knowthat the griefhaschanged.Itissharperdeepermorepainful.itmakesmecatchmy breathandfallto my kneesintearsit’salwaystears.itisnotbetter.itwill neverbebetter,ipushonbecauseihavetobecauseheexpectsmetobutitnotbetter.itisalwaysyesterdayitisalwaystodayitisalwaysnow.soif youlovemeaskinsteadifi needahug.The answerisalwaysyes.Ask me.
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