Author Archives: shadowalking

Waiting For You (Nick Cave)

“Your soul is my anchor I never asked to be freed Well, sleep now, sleep now Take as long as you need Cause I’m just waiting for you Waiting for you To return” I’ll wait as long as I have … Continue reading

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Black

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Grief, continued

They saythatgriefis justlovewithnowhereto go.Butthat’snottrue.Everyday,hour,minute,I sendmy grief,my loveout to the starsandbeyond,hopingbeyondhopethat whereveryoursoulwaits,thatit hears,that you do,and thatyou knowhow muchyou areloved.How muchyou aremissed.How muchI wantto bewith you.

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Work

The universe gets in the way, you know? Some days, it’s all I can do to put one foot in front of the other. But the world doesn’t stop turning just because my darling’s dead. It should, but it doesn’t. … Continue reading

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Genesis

I am nogentlecreature.Thathas allbeenburntaway.I amtheblackandfathomless heartof a dying star,ablack hole full of the screamsof damnedsouls.

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Missing

I miss you. It is as fresh todaythe tearsas many as it ever was.And no matterhow manypeopleare inthe world,I ameveralonewithoutyou.

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Ask Me

Thisis foreveryonewhoasks mehow i amam i moving onyetamihappy?No.Thoughyoushould knowthat the griefhaschanged.Itissharperdeepermorepainful.itmakesmecatchmy breathandfallto my kneesintearsit’salwaystears.itisnotbetter.itwill neverbebetter,ipushonbecauseihavetobecauseheexpectsmetobutitnotbetter.itisalwaysyesterdayitisalwaystodayitisalwaysnow.soif youlovemeaskinsteadifi needahug.The answerisalwaysyes.Ask me.

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