I fall

Every
day,
I fall
to
my knees
to
the
floor,
praying
to
die
praying
to be
with
you
weeping,
awash in
my
tears. 
I 
cannot
do this
cannot
live
without
you
this is
not
living
this
is
falling
and
it
won't
stop 
until
I
fall
into
your
arms.