Monthly Archives: October 2018

When I Die

And when I die, may Death wear the face of my beloved. May he gaze upon me with those beautiful blue eyes. May he gather me up in one of his amazing hugs, and may we dance among the stars. … Continue reading

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cry

And then there are the times when all I can manage is to cry. Gut wrenching, ugly cries, tears streaming while I scream into my silent house. I miss you, baby. And every day since you passed has been soaked … Continue reading

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Clarification

To clarify: When I say that it’s always then, it’s always now, what I mean is: It’s always coming home from the store. It’s always finding him. It’s always calling 911. It’s always throwing the chair across the room getting … Continue reading

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Now

Let me tell you about my love. All the sunshine was in his eyes. The sun rose and set in his smile. And his arms were my whole world. Without him, I am lost, adrift, suspended. It is always then. … Continue reading

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