Monthly Archives: October 2018

you

I know that people think mourning has a time limit. That it is wrong, somehow, to miss someone so completely. But I ask them all, Can you live without your heart? No? Now you know how I feel.

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worse

Every day without you is worse. Food, drink are ashes. The company of friends is empty. Nothing is anything without you. You gave life colour, music, magic. Without you, it’s all silence and dust.

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One safe place

You. You have always been my safe place, my sanctuary. I am adrift without you, alone at the edge of the world. Is it wrong that every time my heart pounds, I hope it’s a heart attack? That I wake … Continue reading

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now

Remember next time you hug your sweetheart. There is no yesterday. There is no tomorrow. There is no later. There is only now. We get this one shining second, this incandescent spark, to live, to love, to say everything. Don’t … Continue reading

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Still

I miss you. in the still of the night, I miss you. I miss watching you sleep. I miss the sound of you breathing next to me. I miss your gentle presence near me. I miss rolling over into the … Continue reading

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Adoration

Oh, my beloved, I long to rest in you, to feel your arms around me, to lay my cheek against your chest and listen to the quiet rhythm of your heart. Someday my love, I will find you waiting for … Continue reading

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I Need You

I miss you. Sadness seeps into my bones, to my marrow, to plumb the depths of my hollow heart with this ache, this pain, this longing for you. I need you. It’s not just want. It’s need. I need you … Continue reading

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