One

One
second.
One
minute.
One
hour.
One
day.
One
week.
One
month.
One
year.
One
horrible
gutwrenching
year
without
you.
It's
not
better,
and
I
don't
want
another.
I
need
you.
I
need
your
sweet
kiss
your
arms
around
me.
I
need
you.
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Now

I’m always on the verge of tears. It’s always yesterday. It’s always today. It’s always now. ❤️💔
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Death

Death
is
swift,
leaving
only
a
flickering
candle
flame
in the
vastness
of
night.
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The Edge

I walk
on the edge
of
darkness.
I live
on the edge
of
darkness.
I exist
in
tears.
I drown
in
tears.
Without you
I
am
lost.
Without you
I
am
adrift
in
an
ocean
of my
tears.
Without you
I
am
on the edge
of
darkness.
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Darkness

It's
all
darkness,
baby.
All 
of
this
stupidity
with
people
who have
no
clue.
I miss
you.
I miss
all
of
it
and
all
of 
you.

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Don’t Wait

Whatever it is, don't put it off.
If the baby is laughing,
go enjoy
the sweetness
of it.
If
your sweetie
wants to go
to a movie,
or cuddle,
or watch TV,
don't put it off.
Trips,
walks,
just
looking
at a perfect
sunset.
Do all the things,
because
we only get
so
many
moments.
Don't waste
a
single one.
We didn't.
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I fall





Every
day,
I fall
to
my knees
to
the
floor,
praying
to
die
praying
to be
with
you
weeping,
awash in
my
tears. 

cannot
do this
cannot
live
without
you
this is
not
living
this
is
falling
and
it
won't
stop 
until
I
fall
into
your
arms.
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